A story i know and still wondering how will it end:

Days ago, a blogger posted something with the belief that she will read it and leave comment hinting something that he will understand.

Days later, there were changes in her's but none in his.


Weeks ago, chat messages was still being sent from time to time, believing that it will continue to the future. He started blogging thinking it'll keep them closer despite their 3hour-on-highway distance.

Weeks later, chat box is out cold, no chat message could attract his attention for none is from the one he desired. He continued blogging, hoping it could still bring him and his crush closer.


Months ago, they met for the first time, talked through the phone for so long, laughed over matters, and did something he never thought he would, went all the way from his place to her hometown with the excuse to visit his relative while his main point is to meet her after their first goodbye. At her hometown, they met up, not once but twice. The experience has since carved in his memory. Months after their outing, he text her saying he really feel like talking to her and their conversation helped him a lot, and made a smile on his face when he knew he is still her crush.

Months later, his handphone is no longer his handphone, credits are no longer spent for their conversation, he could no longer go and find her for he and she are both so busy with their study. However, the outing they had is still fresh in his head. Yet, it would still made him smile sometimes when he recall the moment she admitted he is still his crush.


Years ago, he was with someone else and he never thought he would meet someone like her in his life. He thought someone like her would never exist in his life. Years ago, he knew not of her existence and she knew not of his.

Years later, he knew her and she knew him. He fell for her and he believed she fell for him too(or at least she used to). He is still waiting for her, now that he has all loose end tied, all problem solved, he is ready for her now but now the question strikes him: does she still feel the same way towards him as before? Is she still there, still as available as he currently is? He is finally up for long distance but is she up to the challenge?


Decades ago, nobody knows where he is, and she is no where to be found too. Nobody knew these 2 human being would exist and meet.

Decades later, people know they exist and people know they've met. But still nobody knew, what will happen to them in the future. Will he give up waiting for her? Will she take up the challenge? Will he get another girl while waiting? Would she has forgotten him and moved on in life?


Advice for him : Believe in her and yourself. Don't doubt your feel for her. And don't think too much. What is yours will be yours and what isn't yours will never be yours.

Advice for her : Don't keep him waiting. You called him psycho(and he still enjoy you calling him that), but his belief isn't strong like a psycho, he hasn't got very strong will. Oh and btw, you asked him to stop talking negatively or you wouldn't talk to him, remember? He is still giving you the monumental task of making an optimist out of him, and he is still waiting for it :)

Advice for viewers : You can comment on their situation but i won't spill who he is and who she is. Only the 2 of them know who are the 'he' and 'she' i mentioned.

Advice for myself : Don't go around giving people advice since you yourself are a failure in you own love life.

Special apologies : Sorry , ____. I couldn't reach your expectation of 1 post a day and for this post, there wouldn't any picture. I can't think of any that could represent this post plus this post is to send out a message from 'him' to 'her'. You know who they are, I'm sure you do.
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Few weeks ago, i went to cinema for 'Avatar' with a prejudice gain from its trailer : just by looking at the blue skin people i've lost my 'appetite' for the movie. And after 2hr and 43 minutes in the cinema, i'm awestrucked, mesmerized, petrified and whichever you may use, by the effect of the movie.. Perhaps this is what people say being too deep into the movie and some would call it the 'Avatar Blue'.. i have to admit, i might've experience slight 'Avatar Blue'.

Why?


For those who've watched it, didn't you feel how magnificent it is to have such thing called ' sahehlu' ? how great it is for a couple, that have formed the bonding once and will treasure it and will not form the bonding again with any other person?? They are mated for life ( at around the 1hr 24th min ) and no changing of partners or what so ever.. Ain't that something that's under the danger of extinction in our world??

Earlier today, i've finally finish reading the Rave Master manga by Hiro Mashima which i dropped few years ago..and i was somehow touched by a particular page in the manga :

<--- Haru and Elie from Rave Master, chapter 246, page 21


the thought that ran across my head is just something simple :
Will i ever have such encounter in my life??
Will my crush ( if YOU were to read this, i believe that you know that you're the one i mean MY CRUSH ) allow Elie to represent her if Haru were to represented me??
I wonder....
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Saturday, February 13, 2010 at 09:14 | 0 comments  
still remember the previous post??? if u don't, scroll down, and READ first..

2 days after that incident,

1. i snap my shoelace and i have no idea how i did it!!!

2. walk on stairs and just some how missed a step and landed myself with a bruise!!!!!

3. fell down in class just by trying to pick up a few plastic bag!!!!

can u believe that??????????

and yesterday, when we were under the shade gossiping ( yes u're right guys gossip too XD ) i found out that i wasn't the only one being unlucky..

1. a girl, who was suppose so get her STPM result this year, couldn't celebrate CNY anymore. She was banged by a Mat Rempit and passed away a few days ago. Yes the Mat Rempit got caught by the public on the scene, it ( firstly i don't know that person's gender and i don't wanna be a sexist and secondly, whoever that did it does not deserve the title of existing as a human being) managed to escape from the police in the end however.

2. an old couple was on the motorbike and they fell after being overtake by another motorbike which was ridden by 2 students ( students of the school i'm studying in =.=!!! ) early in the morning, the uncle rolled over to the safe side, alas, the aunty rolled to the wrong one and was ran over by a van ( i think ) that was right behind them and it means literally RAN OVER, right over her head and imagine the scene in your head..blood, bones, BRAIN everywhere.....

3. Don't forget Alexander McQueen. You don't need me to tell u what happened to him...

What does that mean? For many other people, they might still be in CNY mood, but for the people around the unlucky ones, CNY will be nothing but a memory of the death of their loved ones.. sigh..
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Yesterday was one of the most unlucky day of my life!!!
Why????
1. Couldn't wake up on time in the morning for school.

2. Phone got confiscated at school and now i had to use a borrowed phone(not that it not good but my own phone feels better)

3. Vending machine ate my money while it worked so well for others

4. Spilled my water (it was pre-championship and i was involved in 3 events plus full exposure under the sun from 8 to around 11) = super thirsty

5. Fell asleep accidentally and couldn't complete my homework!!!

All these things happened in ONE day!!!
Can u imagine that!?!?!!? All in one day..

Now i've heard of it some time ago from someone (i don't remember who anymore so u can imagine how long ago was it) that one's fate in one year(the chinese year) has already been deicided. Which means how lucky u will be, how sick u're gonna be, how many accident will u be involved and so on..

AND now, its approaching the end of one year and approaching the next, so does it mean that i've got debt in my 'luckiness' account and its coming for me before it expires??? If so then i'll have to be prepared for the upcoming days for what is worse, OR WORSE, is it because that i've got too much unluckiness in the following year that i had to pay in advance????

Damn it reminds me of Final Destination..

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Saturday, February 6, 2010 at 23:29 | 0 comments  
something happened today
cross-country?
no i don't think that is the problem..(emo-ing)
so why emo?
hell if i know
so whats in your mind?
TLM
Go to hell.. its the lost memory..
memory of somebody now..but soon it's gonna become ours but not in theirs in the future..
Deep...just like fury from the deep..
( vomiting blood)
okay, seriously, whats wrong??
look at this:
kawaii~~~~~
we remember it well in our memory today..we might still be able to remember it in the future..but to them??? 2 years from now we might still remember what happened when this picture was taken..but will they??????
too true..
and we too experienced this very same stage in our life too..we've lost the memory of at least 3years of our life!!! That's what's wrong!!!
Life is never fair..don't bother..
...(speechless)....
fine what are you gonna do??? get it back??? how??? hypnosis???? DREAM ON!!!
yeah i hope i could get it back..and hopefully i can dream about my childhood..
we should...and then we could continue by building its base from the sky to earth..make dreams real..how could we ever achieve anything if we are always restricted by such old way of thinking? this is what we call think out of the box..
yeah...and you can start by experimenting how high can human fall without dying..
haha very funny
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after struggling for a few days in Blogger, i have finally found myself a few of my schoolmate...hahahaha!!

now back to business: what have i got to share this time? Another complain about the education system?? Or another scolding about the enemy of our nature??? the answer is NEITHER!! So what am i gonna crap about this time?? Read on then~~

a game that a lot would not have think that a 19 year old fella such as myself will still play like a 9 year old..it's called yugioh, heard of it? or have never heard of it? Well blame you i shall not.

look at this :


Ain't that beautiful?? Now imagine, collecting cards from hundreds and hundreds of version, mix them up to make a deck of cards with at least 40cards and play for whatever you want! Be it another duelist's(the card player) card or fame from competition or money or just for fun..all about timing and strategies..

This card game has been growing secretly among a very small number (Note that when i said very small number, i MEAN very very very small number) of the 'potential university' students.

Though STPM is stil striking like it was, a little bit of relaxation wouldn't kill will it?? Hehehehe!! Bless my soul..
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010 at 22:10 |  
Ever wonder why is the weather these few years is so so so horrible??
Ever wonder why are there so many disaster going on around the world??
I 'accidentally' found out why!!
Thanks to them :




And who exactly are behind the fence??
TELEKOM Malaysia!!!

And believe me that is not the end of it. Schools, government department, and all the useless, irresponsible human being of the society with such despicable attitude are out there some where.. Just that they are not caught in picture YET and one day, I'll make sure they get pictured!

Save the Earth please..
Save it from such irresponsible, self-centered, brain-degenerated apes..
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Monday, February 1, 2010 at 14:33 | 0 comments  
Study study study~~~ Exercise exercise exercise~~~
Now what is the point of studying the equation of ideal gas that doesn't even exist??? Or the fact that temperature of a gas could be affected by pressure, volume of the gas, the molecular number of the gas(it means the number of mole of the gas), not assuming the medium or the interaction between the gas particle.. And why do we even need to calculate the work done by the gas during expansion of gas at constant temperature(or at constant pressure)??? What is all that for? To tell our courting partner the way a pressure cooker works or what is the properties of the materials used in refrigerator making or how much work would i have done if i were to blow a love-shaped balloon for her on our first date?? RIDICULOUS is what it is..




Teacher that knows how to give APPROPRIATE amount of homework is good, but what is the point of giving homework when you don't even know the CORRECT way of teaching??? Is education all about clicking on the computer and reading out the words displayed in the monitor??

Now what is wrong with our education system?

We don't have summer break or Christmas holiday or Easter Day and yes we do have others like CNY, Hari Raya, March holiday, June holiday August and December holiday, but, why is our education system so far below those country?? Instead of enforcing school hour to 4, why can't they see something even students can see, which is that sometimes (or most of the time) it is problem with the educators and not the length of time you had to stay in school..sigh..
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