Ever felt lonely out of no reason?

Ever felt lonely out of a sudden?

Ever felt lonely and wanna have someone there beside you?

Ever felt lonely and wonder where is your true love?

Ever felt lonely and wishing your special someone is just beside you?

Ever felt lonely and wanna cuddle your beloved 'collaborating partner'?

Ever wished that there is someone there for you to hold while crossing the road?

Ever look at the vast sea wishing that there is someone right there holding your hands?

Ever tried star gazing and wonder what is your crush doing at the moment?

Have you ever felt all those above????

Well, as a matter of fact, i have felt each and everyone of it and they don't come rarely..

I may give you the impression of being tough but i'm still human..

I may give you the impression of rough but don't think i'm not sentimental..

I may give you the impression of psychotic but don't think i'm emotionless..

I may give you the impression of a stalker but don't take me as a real one..

I may give you the impression of a frivolous man but don't think i'm not serious about you..

I may give you the impression of giving you no personal space but thats because i love you too much to leave you..

I may give you the impression of cool, out-of-reach guy but deep down i still need someone there for me..

I may give you the impression of someone who is bold behind the written words but if i were given the chance, i will show you i am as bold as being behind the written as well as behind the spoken words..

I may give you the impression of a pessimist but thats because you are not here to make me an optimist..

Feeling that was born from 5days of interaction may sound frail but for it to hold for more than 12months, i'd take it as personal humiliation if you were to say that such feeling is frail..

The first step is mine. Will the second be yours?

I am 1 of the shocked ones. However, feeling that i might be feeling so because i have noty watched The Hurt Locker so finally, i've got the chance to watch it. And after watching for about 40minutes, which is just about one-third of the full movie length, i have decided to stop the movie.

The reasons are :

1. the starting story line is kinda shit, i see no creativity because i can even tell whats gonna happen next even before it happened!! (for all the Hurt Locker fans out there, this is seriously what i felt)

2. the camera-person for that movie is a real ass. I don't mind if the scene is shaky during chasing, or explosion but WTF with the all time shaky scene??? Even for a online shooting gamer such as myself got dizzy after 40minutes of it. If i were to finish the whole 2hr movie, i'll definitely have my dinner out on the floor, trust me.

3.there's no third reason. The first is forgivable but my second reason is all i need to mark this movie as JUNK. How the hell are we gonna watch this movie if the camera-person is having Parkinson's disease???

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^And i find this disgusting.

i might look like this one day ^.^