23rd Nov,

0800-1100hr, Pengajian Am Paper 2: Flipped through my graph book for revisions on graph and nothing else. (NOTE: its FLIPPED through, not read). Overall its quite easy but i drew a wrong thing on the graph paper. It requested for "carta yang sesuai" and i gave a "graf yang sesuai". ZzZ

25th Nov,

0800-1030hr, Physics Paper 2: Studied 20+hours non-stop except to washroom and meals, no sleep no entertainment since 24th until exam. I guess i can score 20-30% more marks compared to my trials. Quite satisfied when i stepped out from the asylum that day.

1st Dec,

1400-1630hr, Chemistry Paper 2: Studied 20+hours as well, with the aid from Sta*Bu*ks Coffee again of course. All i could say is Chemistry is one hell of a killer and i think i might get worse result compared to my trials. *sigh*

6th Dec,

1400-1600hr, Pengajian Am Paper 1: The one and only way for me to redeem myself after making such inexcusable mistake at Paper 2. Studied from cover to cover, i THINK it paid off. After the exam someone got hold of the answer, no one where did the answer comes from (at least i don't know anyone that does) , and i nailed 50 out of 60. Some crazy dudeS got 52, 53, 54. I have no words to describe them =.=

9th Dec,

0800-1100hr, Mathematics T Paper 1: How ironic it is that maths, modern and additional, were my best subjects in upper secondary, never once dropped lesser than 70 if memory didn't fool me, did not help me survive my maths in form 6. Did full revision before i sat for it though i did forget some during the exam, i surely hope i can return to my original standards when the STPM result comes out.

14th Dec, (2 papers in one day=what the hell are the Ministry of Education thinking?? Kill us?)

0800-0945hr, Physics Paper 1: Definitely did my revision, but i think destiny has its way to torture us. Its here to torture me after Paper 2 failed to do so. If Paper 2 is 6 out of 10 then this definitely score a 9 out of 10. It definitely had fun torturing me.

1400-1700hr, Mathematics T Paper 2: Full revision as well. Miracle happened this time. throughout form 6, i had never been able to complete the whole paper during exam(except the very first in form 6 which was totally obvious our teacher is going easy on us) and i completed each and every question on the paper although i have a few question which i have totally no idea what it wants from me but at least i scribbled something XD.

16th Dec,

0800-0945hr, Chemistry Paper 1: Remember when i said destiny makes up for it when it failed to screw with us the first time? It definitely enjoy screwing us for the second time. Paper 1 is no different from Paper 2, another assassin to murder us all T_T

1000-i don't remember hr, WAR: water gun, water filled plastic bags, flour, 'champagne' more water and more flour. Celebrations after almost 1 month of suffering.

命运看穿了爱情 才开始飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但没几颗流星

一辈子有多少次叹息

遇见你 我无法呼吸

这都是你不知道的事

你不知道我为什麽爱上你

它坚持不能说放任我努力

它的祝福像 倾盆大雨 撒落满地

无形里清晰

你不知道我为什麽守候你

徘徊在你看得到的远处里

多的是 你不知道的事

命运看穿了爱情 才开始飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但没几颗流星

一辈子有多少次叹息

遇见你我无法呼吸

这都是你不知道的事

遇见 你我无法呼吸

改篇自：王力宏《你不知道的事》；《恋爱通告》

灵感源自于：让我努力的她

Quick review on what happened during the past 2months, enrollment of my junior, playing cards, handing over the club to the next president, pulling pranks on my friends, tortured by exam, pulling pranks on my friends again, dueling, e-shopping, pulling more pranks XD

Honestly, i don't even know if i've gotten over myself being single. Its almost 9 months since i declare myself single and i'm pretty sure i've got over it but recently, sigh

During a recent Tuesday after a physics lesson, i usually am the last guy to leave the place for me being a gentleman ( don't deny that please ) will always wait until the last lady has gone back and there she is, a rare occasion, being the last to have gone back. As she was waiting, she made a few phone calls which is normal, and then i heard her talking with such gentle, pampered tone (she was talking at a distance so near me and i did not eavesdrop) into the phone like the way she would talk to me 9months earlier. Then recently, i've confirmed that she has finally got herself another guy. And i thought i've gotten over everything, which i should have but i did not.

So what is wrong with me? I'm not blaming her for recovering so fast after a relationship, nor am i upset with anyone else. I don't plan to get myself any girlfriend for the sake of having a girlfriend, but i can't help but notice a lot of great, gorgeous, sexy, beautiful, hot whichever you would prefer to address an angel, is already in a relationship. Sometimes i would just ask myself is it just me or there are someone else that are categorize as the unwanted homosapien and start laughing at myself. Something is definitely wrong with me and i just don't know what.

PS/ there won't be much free online manga soon, all thanks to the licensing, which include naruto, bleach and one piece as well. anyone else knows where can i read the translated version of manga online? do let me know if you know any.

Slowly, the attraction will evolve into fondness and this is where the interesting part starts. They will start to notice the special 'aura' emitted by the other person and they will start paying attention towards each other.

After fondness, the bond mature into like, which many people confuse it as love, this is the part where they start seeing each other, or u can call them taking each other as collaborating partner ( an interesting phrase i learnt from someone else), a.k.a. girlfriend/boyfriend, when u want to see each other as frequent as possible, want to be in touch as frequent as possible, want him/her to put u in his/her top priority in whatever thing he/she is doing, practically, u want to own that person all to yourself.

The final stage would of course be love. This would be a challenge for everyone because not every couple can reach this stage. When u truly love someone, u will think of her/him, miss her/him, look at something from his/her point of view without u knowing it even when u are having fun with your friend, just like u breathe in fresh air each and every now and then in your life. When u do this, then i would believe that is love.

In my life, i've had experience all of it, well maybe except the final part of it. I may not be an expert but one day, i hope i'll be able to experience love, do u?

Why do i suddenly go from all those ranting and chanting of myself to this issue? Well that is because i've seen a lot of friend ( mind you, is A LOT of friends ) suffering from gastric so i decided to become a good person for once (yes i've always been a very bad person) and find out what to do if mister gastric visits your tummy. Many rumors say get milk because it is alkaline so it will neutralize the gastric acid.

Today, i heard something shattered..

life is like a walk path,

all we can do is to continue walking the path,

without knowing where will it lead us to.

3 years ago,

there was this corridor that i dreamed of walking together with this person alone,

when we need not worry of being seen by anyone else,

but that time, it was totally impossible.

today, we went to the same place, walked the same path,

and today, there were only the two of us only.

What is different this time was that in our heart,

we were not in the same position as we used to put each other in our heart.

we both have moved on,

and after today,

i finally understood one thing.

life is too unpredictable.

6 years ago neither of us could imagine we would know each other.

5 years ago neither of us could imagine we would have each other in that special position.

4 years ago neither of us could imagine we got that separated in life.

3 years ago neither of us could imagine us having this walk.

2 years ago neither of us could imagine we would become friends again.

1 year ago neither of us could imagine we would have the chance to talk to each other again.

just 6 years and here comes these unpredictable outcome.

what would happen after another 6 years?

will i still be single? or will i get married after an 'accident'?

or 6 more years after that?

will i have a steady income? or will i become a beggar on the roadside?

how about another 6?

would i have reached the peak of my life? or would i be 6 feet under the ground already?

**sigh**