Quick review on what happened during the past 2months, enrollment of my junior, playing cards, handing over the club to the next president, pulling pranks on my friends, tortured by exam, pulling pranks on my friends again, dueling, e-shopping, pulling more pranks XD

Honestly, i don't even know if i've gotten over myself being single. Its almost 9 months since i declare myself single and i'm pretty sure i've got over it but recently, sigh

During a recent Tuesday after a physics lesson, i usually am the last guy to leave the place for me being a gentleman ( don't deny that please ) will always wait until the last lady has gone back and there she is, a rare occasion, being the last to have gone back. As she was waiting, she made a few phone calls which is normal, and then i heard her talking with such gentle, pampered tone (she was talking at a distance so near me and i did not eavesdrop) into the phone like the way she would talk to me 9months earlier. Then recently, i've confirmed that she has finally got herself another guy. And i thought i've gotten over everything, which i should have but i did not.

So what is wrong with me? I'm not blaming her for recovering so fast after a relationship, nor am i upset with anyone else. I don't plan to get myself any girlfriend for the sake of having a girlfriend, but i can't help but notice a lot of great, gorgeous, sexy, beautiful, hot whichever you would prefer to address an angel, is already in a relationship. Sometimes i would just ask myself is it just me or there are someone else that are categorize as the unwanted homosapien and start laughing at myself. Something is definitely wrong with me and i just don't know what.

PS/ there won't be much free online manga soon, all thanks to the licensing, which include naruto, bleach and one piece as well. anyone else knows where can i read the translated version of manga online? do let me know if you know any.

Slowly, the attraction will evolve into fondness and this is where the interesting part starts. They will start to notice the special 'aura' emitted by the other person and they will start paying attention towards each other.

After fondness, the bond mature into like, which many people confuse it as love, this is the part where they start seeing each other, or u can call them taking each other as collaborating partner ( an interesting phrase i learnt from someone else), a.k.a. girlfriend/boyfriend, when u want to see each other as frequent as possible, want to be in touch as frequent as possible, want him/her to put u in his/her top priority in whatever thing he/she is doing, practically, u want to own that person all to yourself.

The final stage would of course be love. This would be a challenge for everyone because not every couple can reach this stage. When u truly love someone, u will think of her/him, miss her/him, look at something from his/her point of view without u knowing it even when u are having fun with your friend, just like u breathe in fresh air each and every now and then in your life. When u do this, then i would believe that is love.

In my life, i've had experience all of it, well maybe except the final part of it. I may not be an expert but one day, i hope i'll be able to experience love, do u?

Why do i suddenly go from all those ranting and chanting of myself to this issue? Well that is because i've seen a lot of friend ( mind you, is A LOT of friends ) suffering from gastric so i decided to become a good person for once (yes i've always been a very bad person) and find out what to do if mister gastric visits your tummy. Many rumors say get milk because it is alkaline so it will neutralize the gastric acid.

Today, i heard something shattered..

life is like a walk path,

all we can do is to continue walking the path,

without knowing where will it lead us to.

3 years ago,

there was this corridor that i dreamed of walking together with this person alone,

when we need not worry of being seen by anyone else,

but that time, it was totally impossible.

today, we went to the same place, walked the same path,

and today, there were only the two of us only.

What is different this time was that in our heart,

we were not in the same position as we used to put each other in our heart.

we both have moved on,

and after today,

i finally understood one thing.

life is too unpredictable.

6 years ago neither of us could imagine we would know each other.

5 years ago neither of us could imagine we would have each other in that special position.

4 years ago neither of us could imagine we got that separated in life.

3 years ago neither of us could imagine us having this walk.

2 years ago neither of us could imagine we would become friends again.

1 year ago neither of us could imagine we would have the chance to talk to each other again.

just 6 years and here comes these unpredictable outcome.

what would happen after another 6 years?

will i still be single? or will i get married after an 'accident'?

or 6 more years after that?

will i have a steady income? or will i become a beggar on the roadside?

how about another 6?

would i have reached the peak of my life? or would i be 6 feet under the ground already?

**sigh**

Well i'll just straight to the point now ya.. Today, i treated myself a movie with the title "Ice Kacang Puppy Love" , a Malaysia movie.

Throughout the movie, there is laughter, in fact there's something to laugh at almost every 15 minutes, and there is also time when it made my nose sour, making me feel as if i'm gonna cry(but i did NOT cry XD).

After a movie(especially a love story based ones), i'll usually match it with my life and see how lucky i am (sometimes to envy their life too) although i know perfectly well its just a movie.

Well, undeniably:

1. i live in a better surrounding, but i haven't got any talent as the people in the movie has,

2. my first love is puppy love, i don't deny that but at least i know its my first love(if you've watched the movie, you should know what i mean and if you don't, watch it again and pay extra attention near the ending when the narrator speaks),

3. i haven't got girlfriend as stunning as the 'Botak' has, in fact i don't have any girlfriend now XD.

4. i haven't had the experience of which i had to separate with someone i love, hopefully i don't have to experience it, though there's someone i'm waiting for who is quite far away from where i am now..

Sneak Peak:

<—a scene from the movie, a funny one

Now frankly, here's what i've got in mind about this movie:

1. this movie has got no amazing special effect, but it definitely has a story line that beat most movies with super great special effect on a rather shallow story.

2. for those people that watch special effect of a movie rather than its story line, this is not your type.

3. there's always joke lying around the movie but you must really know some the Malaysian culture/hidden secret to laugh out loud at some of the jokes or else you'll just scratch you head when other audience laugh non stop.

4. i can't believe i'm saying this but this a great movie!! There is finally A Malaysia made, filmed, with all Malaysian actors and actresses (i think) that i can proudly say yes that movie is from Malaysia.

耳机装上，听着听着，

漫画翻着翻着，看着看着，

听到了熟悉的旋律，竟是S.H.E. の恋人未满...

悄悄地，

眼前的漫画已变成我脑海里的其中一个回忆画面

一张字条，

写着陶喆爱の[很简单]歌词，

也写着S.H.E. の[恋人未满]歌词，

也写着5566の[我难过]歌词，

瞬间，她的面容竟然再度出现于我脑海里。。

当年，或许年少无知，或许时机不对，或许不够成熟，