Finally know why does the tv seldom play the whole series of drama in a short period of time.. In my life, I've tried watching dramas in one go for 3 times, and all these 3 times gave me the same feeling. Somehow, i felt real down, depressed, and emo all of the sudden. How? As if there is nothing else to expect in my life, as if my life just collapsed together with the ending of the drama.

I don't really know what to expect in my life at the moment.. All i could think of is the highlights of the drama, and at the end of this Conder Trilogy , which I am sad to say that i've finished reading all the other 2 novel as well, made me feel even more depressed, just like i lived in the novel together with the characters inside, and when i come to the end of the books, it's just like me dying together with them, like someone i knew passed away, like it's the end of my world.

Near the end of The Heaven Sword and Tiger Sabre, there is this one sentence which really got into me like others could not: