Well i'll just straight to the point now ya.. Today, i treated myself a movie with the title "Ice Kacang Puppy Love" , a Malaysia movie.

Throughout the movie, there is laughter, in fact there's something to laugh at almost every 15 minutes, and there is also time when it made my nose sour, making me feel as if i'm gonna cry(but i did NOT cry XD).

After a movie(especially a love story based ones), i'll usually match it with my life and see how lucky i am (sometimes to envy their life too) although i know perfectly well its just a movie.

Well, undeniably:

1. i live in a better surrounding, but i haven't got any talent as the people in the movie has,

2. my first love is puppy love, i don't deny that but at least i know its my first love(if you've watched the movie, you should know what i mean and if you don't, watch it again and pay extra attention near the ending when the narrator speaks),

3. i haven't got girlfriend as stunning as the 'Botak' has, in fact i don't have any girlfriend now XD.

4. i haven't had the experience of which i had to separate with someone i love, hopefully i don't have to experience it, though there's someone i'm waiting for who is quite far away from where i am now..

Sneak Peak:

<—a scene from the movie, a funny one

Now frankly, here's what i've got in mind about this movie:

1. this movie has got no amazing special effect, but it definitely has a story line that beat most movies with super great special effect on a rather shallow story.

2. for those people that watch special effect of a movie rather than its story line, this is not your type.

3. there's always joke lying around the movie but you must really know some the Malaysian culture/hidden secret to laugh out loud at some of the jokes or else you'll just scratch you head when other audience laugh non stop.

4. i can't believe i'm saying this but this a great movie!! There is finally A Malaysia made, filmed, with all Malaysian actors and actresses (i think) that i can proudly say yes that movie is from Malaysia.

耳机装上，听着听着，

漫画翻着翻着，看着看着，

听到了熟悉的旋律，竟是S.H.E. の恋人未满...

悄悄地，

眼前的漫画已变成我脑海里的其中一个回忆画面

一张字条，

写着陶喆爱の[很简单]歌词，

也写着S.H.E. の[恋人未满]歌词，

也写着5566の[我难过]歌词，

瞬间，她的面容竟然再度出现于我脑海里。。

当年，或许年少无知，或许时机不对，或许不够成熟，

Finally know why does the tv seldom play the whole series of drama in a short period of time.. In my life, I've tried watching dramas in one go for 3 times, and all these 3 times gave me the same feeling. Somehow, i felt real down, depressed, and emo all of the sudden. How? As if there is nothing else to expect in my life, as if my life just collapsed together with the ending of the drama.

I don't really know what to expect in my life at the moment.. All i could think of is the highlights of the drama, and at the end of this Conder Trilogy , which I am sad to say that i've finished reading all the other 2 novel as well, made me feel even more depressed, just like i lived in the novel together with the characters inside, and when i come to the end of the books, it's just like me dying together with them, like someone i knew passed away, like it's the end of my world.

Near the end of The Heaven Sword and Tiger Sabre, there is this one sentence which really got into me like others could not:

Ever felt lonely out of no reason?

Ever felt lonely out of a sudden?

Ever felt lonely and wanna have someone there beside you?

Ever felt lonely and wonder where is your true love?

Ever felt lonely and wishing your special someone is just beside you?

Ever felt lonely and wanna cuddle your beloved 'collaborating partner'?

Ever wished that there is someone there for you to hold while crossing the road?

Ever look at the vast sea wishing that there is someone right there holding your hands?

Ever tried star gazing and wonder what is your crush doing at the moment?

Have you ever felt all those above????

Well, as a matter of fact, i have felt each and everyone of it and they don't come rarely..

I may give you the impression of being tough but i'm still human..

I may give you the impression of rough but don't think i'm not sentimental..

I may give you the impression of psychotic but don't think i'm emotionless..

I may give you the impression of a stalker but don't take me as a real one..

I may give you the impression of a frivolous man but don't think i'm not serious about you..

I may give you the impression of giving you no personal space but thats because i love you too much to leave you..

I may give you the impression of cool, out-of-reach guy but deep down i still need someone there for me..

I may give you the impression of someone who is bold behind the written words but if i were given the chance, i will show you i am as bold as being behind the written as well as behind the spoken words..

I may give you the impression of a pessimist but thats because you are not here to make me an optimist..

Feeling that was born from 5days of interaction may sound frail but for it to hold for more than 12months, i'd take it as personal humiliation if you were to say that such feeling is frail..

The first step is mine. Will the second be yours?

I am 1 of the shocked ones. However, feeling that i might be feeling so because i have noty watched The Hurt Locker so finally, i've got the chance to watch it. And after watching for about 40minutes, which is just about one-third of the full movie length, i have decided to stop the movie.

The reasons are :

1. the starting story line is kinda shit, i see no creativity because i can even tell whats gonna happen next even before it happened!! (for all the Hurt Locker fans out there, this is seriously what i felt)

2. the camera-person for that movie is a real ass. I don't mind if the scene is shaky during chasing, or explosion but WTF with the all time shaky scene??? Even for a online shooting gamer such as myself got dizzy after 40minutes of it. If i were to finish the whole 2hr movie, i'll definitely have my dinner out on the floor, trust me.

3.there's no third reason. The first is forgivable but my second reason is all i need to mark this movie as JUNK. How the hell are we gonna watch this movie if the camera-person is having Parkinson's disease???

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^And i find this disgusting.

i might look like this one day ^.^